So I have come to realize that I really need to get rid of my bad habits. It’s coming to a point that all I want to do are my bad habits. They are unhealthy and unhelpful as motivation. They are reconstructing who I am and who I want to become. But the problem with this is that I keep verbalizing it without putting it into action. A question I pose to this is how does one develop will power against their vices? If you have no one to cheer you on how can you be your own cheerleader? Yes the point is to be self sufficient, self disciplined and self motivated, but with such a consistency to do your bad habits how do you develop that control with no one to help or point you in the right direction? The want to stop should be enough but since I’ve been accustomed tl my bad habits for so long its hard to step away. I’ve become to passive with the issues I face and no longer am I confronting them head on as I did in past times. I see myself slowly getting lost in these vices and letting them run wild, making me into a person I don’t want to be. It’s time to put my foot down, confront my negative habits and develop the will power to not do them and get rid of them entirely.

The lists of positive things that I want to replace my bad habits: Smoking—>working out Passive aggression—> assertive Laziness—>going out more/socializing Lack of confidence—> confident strong independent female.

I CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!